Thursday, May 27, 2010

如果大家有留意本人的facebook留言的话,那你们一定知道,在五分钟前,我又被负责人给弹回去座位了。不知道为什么,感觉是预料中的事情。好吧!今天就与大家分享我三个星期的工作经验吧。 别以为这篇文章会很长!!读完它应该只花您三分钟的时间。为什么?看下去就知道。。。

五月十号,我与智敏到一家名为Quantum Persistent Resource Sdn Bhd 的公司上班。
第一天,当然,由于我们还是新来的同事,所以我们就看了一堆报告书。
那些报告书的内容,大多数是公司的研究报告,充满着数据及专业名词。
啊,忘了说,这家公司是从台湾来的,所以,报告都是以中文繁体来呈现。
这对本人来说,是一门挑战。毕竟我所学的化学名词或专业名词都是英语的。
然后,就这样,我工作的第一天就在看报告书下过去了。

等一下!!!

上面那一句有错误!!!
应该是:《然后,就这样,我工作的第一个星期就在看报告书下过去了。》
对,没有错,我真的就这样过了我的第一个星期。。。。(闷吗?)

第二个星期。。。

Monday: 报告书
Tuesday:报告书
Wednesday:!!! 找资料!!!

终于有一个不一样的工作了。
负责人要我寻找一条名为小吉浦河的资料。
好,就好好的干一场吧。。。
这一样差事,就要了我一天的时间。。。
为什么? 因为那是上海的一条小河,地图上没它的资料。。。。
但当我终于找到一篇资料齐全,关于它的论文时,负责人说:啊!这个资料我们早有了!
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
无奈!

Thursday:负责人:我很忙!你自己去忙自己的事情吧!(FB 一整天)
Friday:!!!当翻译员!!!

负责人在我当面要求工作的情况下,终于给了我们一份差事。
她要我们翻译一份合同。
!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
WHY?
翻译合同?Is there any misunderstanding?
为什么是由我们来翻译合同呢?
我是en tech student leh...haizzz
该合同是英语的,由我们来翻译去中文繁体。。。
当然,我们也遵命地完成了任务。。

Saturday:等放工。。。半天嘛!

第三个星期。。。

Monday till today: Nothing to do!!!!

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救命啊!!
闷死人啦!!!
闷死人啦!!!

每一天去到公司,花半个小时的驾车时间,就是为了等待将近45分钟的回家旅途。。。
每一天去上班,就期待午饭时间,然后又期待放工时间。。。
每一天一进去公司的门,就如到监狱里一样,只能在一个四方形的空间里活动,被一家摄影机照着。。。
每一天对着电脑,对着facebook,等待着谈天的人出现。。。。
每一天去问负责人有什么可以帮忙的,他都说没有。。。

我真的不知道自己可以撑几久。。。
也许有人会很羡慕我没有东西做,又可以facebook, 那有多好!!
但我告诉你们,你们会闷到爆,sienzz 到爆!!
我情愿每天回去因为工作而累透了,也不要每天回去因为闷到爆而累透了!!

大家, 我好累好闷哦!

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p/s: 为什么这篇文章取名单字一个,

因为我真的真的是,名副其实的在公司里, 什么都没做!!
因为我真的真的是,快要变阿了!!

Btw, I am now a patient of 'office-phobia'.... Going to 'fb-phobia'....

Haizzzz......




Monday, May 24, 2010

Moodless Kelvin.. Who is that!?

Hi there everyone!!
I am Kelvin Ying and I am back into the world of blogging again!!
Wah... I cant even remember when was the last time i post something in my blog...
Anyway, i am going to talk something that i experienced during this few weeks....

As the topic mentioned, yes, i am the moodless kelvin.

Recently, i really do not know what's going wrong with me...
I no longer have any expectation on my own...
I no longer expect something special or interesting to happen in my life...
My mood has been Anesthetized.
The prove of it is that i haven't smile or laugh sincerely for ages...

Is it because of the working environment that i am having now?
Is it because of the lonely state of mine in USM nowadays?
Is it because of the repeating things i did each and everyday in office?

I don't know!!!!!
I am totally negative right now!!!
There is less element of happiness around my nowadays-life.
Doing nothing in my industrial training but yet i am exhausted everyday after working hour!
Facing facebook more than dealing with people!
Everyday drive half an hour to work and 1 hour - 45 minutes back from work!
Back to hostel just watch whatever that i have downloaded yesterday!
And tomorrow wake up automatically like a robot and go to work!
Struggling to control my daily expenses!

Haizzz, Write until this extend onli i realize...
That, i am not moodless kelvin...
I am NEGATIVE KELVIN
Bored, loneliness, not motivated, Smileless

It seems to be ages since my last laughter..
Missing those days with nothing but enjoying every moment with friends and family..
Doing my best just to keep the positive emotions and aura around me..
Doing things because i wanting to do so....

Is this what we known as society?
Is this what we known as the world of grown up?
The graveyard of freedom ....
The unlimited chain of responsibility...

There is a list of things that i wish to get back:
1. The sincere laughter
2. The adventure-expecting heart
3. The lively surroundings
4. The naive yet warm kelvin

Lastly, if i can't get any of those above,
Please do give me at least one thing....

Give me back KELVIN YING!
Find me back KELVIN YING!
Tell me who is KELVIN YING!

End of story...