A Report Card to Myself

For those who are studying in USM, Your result for semester II 09/10 has already come out. The easiest way for you to check your result is thru healthy campus.

This time, I didn't score as good as last sem. My pointer has dropped.
Luckily, i am still able to get a place in the hall of dean list.
To be true, I didnt feel any sadness when i saw my dropped result.
Reason being is that....
Let's just say i predicted this result... Well actually i predicted a worse result..

I checked my result last nite around 3.00am thru sms.
And when i get back the result, i was so nervous...
I quickly asked for calculator from my friend and calculated it...
At first, i calculated myself to get 3.36 i think..
And then when i give a second count... it dropped to 3.16

At that time, I was totally freak out!
The funny thing is that no matter how much mental prepareness i gave to myself or how hard i psycho myself to do not be too mind my result this sems, at the end, my hands are still shaking when i calculated my marks.

How coward I am?
How useless I am?

I know every positive words to cheer myself up.
I know result is not everything in my life.
I know i must not do any further blaming for my result.

But still when the moment come.. U simply cant help for being disappointed!!

However, everything come into clearer state when my fren helped me to counted my grade.

So, at the end, My real grade for sem II 09/10 is 3.57

It is a drop of 0.34 pointer compared to last sem
Luckily the overall CGPA din dropped much.

And i would not blame anything for my dropped result except being too relax and not hardworking enough.

I know myself the best and i seriously think that I did not make the utmost preparation for my exam. Therefore, next time, i must not leave any regret in my study anymore.

Ganbatte, Kelvin Ying! You can do better than that!!
I must do better than that!!!

夸张。连续剧。办公室政治

大家，我在此正式宣布，我不再在Quantum Persistent Resource Sdn Bhd 实习了。

为什么？让我一一述说。

昨日，本人因为不舒服，所以无法上班。当我发觉自己无法上班时（6.00am)，就立刻send email 给我的supervisor告诉她。其后，大约八点钟晚上，她回了我的email。两封内容如下：

陈小姐，你好！

我是kelvin。非常对不起，今天（2/6/2010), 我可能无法如常上班，原因是我身体不舒服。智敏也因为交通问题，所以无法上班。

若我们的缺席带给您任何麻烦， 我在这里向你说声抱歉。如无意外，我们会在星期四如常上班。

谢谢。

Kelvin

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Kelvin & 智敏：



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接受到这封讯息的我呆住了，究竟发生了什么一回事？明明通知他了我的缺席，他却说我违反规定。所以，今天，我就上公司问个明白。

上到公司，由于supervisor 还没到，我们就先去refer 财政。财政告诉我们她也不知道这件事情。然后，他也透露，原来介绍我们进公司的Y先生做了一些对不起公司的事情，所以他辞职了。

说到这，我大约明白了是什么一回事！

我们有没有犯规根本不重要，因为我们是一定会被fired掉的。

因为supervisor觉得我们没事干，请回来占空间，而且又是Y先生介绍的。

拜托，那为什么要接受我们的letter呢？

还冤枉我们说我们触犯公司规则，要炒掉我们！！！

而且，她与我和智敏理论时，分别讲了不一样的东西。、

她与智敏说：email 不足以算是通知！！

但我和他理论时，她却说：email是可以，不过你应该打电话来公司。

。。。。

还有，智敏跟他理论时，智敏想叫我一起解释，但那supervisor 却说不必叫我。

你说这是什么意思？

我与他理论，他已讲不妥，就叫我直接refer大老板。

太不负责任了。

他还反过来说我们为难他！！

第一，我已经通知他我没去上班，他却说我没打电话。他根本再找咋！！难道他要我前一天告诉她我今天会生病吗？

第二，他说我们违反规则，却没说明是那一条。而且我们第一天上班时就问他公司有什么规则需要知道的，他却没给我们一个答复。在我们不知情的情况下，这样炒我们合理吗？

第三，马来西亚劳工法律如下：

When contract is deemed to be broken by employer and employee.

(1) An employer shall be deemed to have broken his contract of service with the employee if he fails to pay wages in accordance with Part III,

(2) An employee shall be deemed to have broken his contract of service with the employer if he has been continuously absent from work for more than two consecutive working days without prior leave from his employer, unless he has a reasonable excuse for such absence and has informed or attempted to inform his employer of such excuse prior to or at the earliest opportunity during such absence.

简单来说，如果我连续两天没上班，又没理由以及通知，他们才可以炒我。 但是，我才缺席一天，而且又有通知他。就算我没有通知他，也不违反劳工法令。更何况他并没有给warning， 直接就fire了。如果这真是公司规则，那公司已经违反了劳工法令。

所以，种种显示，那supervisor 是刻意，无论如何都要fire我。

最不齿的是，他还冤枉我们！！！

我与智敏决定，不论我们能否吵回那份工，我们也不会回去那间公司了反正他也真的不给我们做任何东西，什么也学不到。就算可以留下，以后你还是要看那人的脸色，你还能做下去吗？她continue不给你工作，你能忍受吗？

好在，en.rizol帮我们找到了另一份差事，所以，如无意外，我们会转工。在此非常谢谢en.rizol的体谅，是他支持我们不要回去那间公司的。

你能说，这间公司的手法不夸张吗？

你能说，这件事情不像是连续剧里的情节吗？

你能说，这不是办公室政治吗？

supervisor， 陈小姐

我只能说，您最好祈求您以后人生的路走的顺利吧！

有什么事，就想想自己的所作所为吧！

GERAM

FRUSTRATED

气死我了！