tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76086570179050998292011-07-08T22:16:19.586+08:00@vinvin@http://www.blogger.com/profile/17327818062417057364noreply@blogger.comBlogger131100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7608657017905099829.post-9472805096729131772010-07-09T00:27:00.002+08:002010-07-09T00:48:25.258+08:00顾名思义。<div><br /><div>我不想再欠了。</div><div>不想再欠别人人情。</div><div>因为我明白，人情债是要还的。</div><div>还的方式，是有施人情者定的。</div><div>所以，你有可能会被要求做一些你不愿意的事。</div><div><br /></div><div>我不想再欠了。</div><div>因为我这辈子已经欠了许多人。</div><div>有时候我宁愿自己辛苦，也不想麻烦到人家。</div><div>我宁愿别人欠自己，也不要自己欠别人。</div><div>因为我不会让别人为我做不愿意的事</div><div><br /></div><div>我正在还债。</div><div>所以对施债者的要求从不哆嗦。</div><div>能够帮的就帮，</div><div>不能帮的就也硬着头皮尝试，</div><div>到头来心里不是滋味。</div><div><br /></div><div>所以， 我不想再欠了。</div><div>就算再欠，也必须自动自发，赶紧的还回去。</div><div>说我太计较也好，太认真也好。</div><div>有东西让人绑着，真不甘心！！！</div><div><br /></div><div>不想欠，想要回自由的自己。</div><div>不想欠，不要自己任由别人摆布。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7608657017905099829-947280509672913177?l=kelvinsthought.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>@vinvin@http://www.blogger.com/profile/17327818062417057364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7608657017905099829.post-11270860590975606302010-07-08T00:54:00.002+08:002010-07-08T01:41:40.515+08:00刚刚与两位朋友在咖啡店里闲聊了将近一小时。<div>我们的话题是恋爱。</div><div>那两位朋友都提供了自己对恋爱的看法及分享了一些经验。</div><div>而我，就扮演了非常好的聆听着的角色。</div><div>原因是我还没谈过恋爱，所以并不能像他们一样对恋爱这个话题谈天说地。</div><div>他们问我，选择恋爱对象的criteria。</div><div>他们劝我，快去找个对象，有对象就敢敢追，不要想太远的事。</div><div><br /></div><div>我很认真的敷衍了他们。</div><div>我向他们述说了我择偶条件。</div><div>这是真的！</div><div>但是，我不会在近期内找到对象。</div><div>这也是真的！</div><div>他们说我不应该还没开始就想失败。</div><div>当时的我，像是接受了他们的说法，但是心里却还是想着恋爱是一件麻烦的事。</div><div><br /></div><div>它是甜蜜的。</div><div>那甜蜜过后呢？</div><div>跟着来的是责任，包袱及一辈子的承诺。</div><div>以上皆非负面因素，是一般人会经历的过程。</div><div>但是，我又能否适应于这样的人生呢？</div><div>我能够不伤害我爱的人吗？</div><div>我能给予伴侣承诺吗？</div><div><br /></div><div>我对自己缺乏信心。</div><div>我对恋爱缺乏安全感。</div><div>我对于未来十分茫然。</div><div>我越听别人对恋爱的看法，我就越不知所措。</div><div>我越听别人对我的劝告，我就越感到内疚。</div><div>不知所措的是觉得自己可能无法像他们一样体会到恋爱的滋味。</div><div>内疚的是自己的每一个回答，每一个点头，每一个认同，都不一定是自己真心的，都隔层纱。</div><div>对不起！！！</div><div><br /></div><div>真希望有一位爱我的人出现。</div><div>让她教我何为恋爱，如何恋爱。</div><div>真希望有一位我爱的人出现。</div><div>让我可以为她付出我的真心。</div><div>但，这样一个特别的人，最好他能尽早出现。</div><div>希望他能在我对恋爱彻底放弃之前出现。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>更深一层的我：</div><div><br /></div><div>有一次偶然让一位先生看手掌，他说我不会有家人。</div><div>means不会有自己的终生伴侣，孩子。</div><div>那时的我，尽然一点点负面的情绪都没有。</div><div>反而感到relieve。</div><div>一直都有: 一定要成家才对 的monolog 在心里，经他那么一说，感觉心中少了一个担子。</div><div>心有一丝丝的在想：幸亏注定没婚姻，如果别人问起，还能那这个来回答。。</div><div>哈哈！我是不是很傻呢？</div><div><br /></div><div>我是kelvin ying。 只要我还是我，我就很难谈恋爱。</div><div>这句话，恐怕只有我自己才明白。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7608657017905099829-1127086059097560630?l=kelvinsthought.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>@vinvin@http://www.blogger.com/profile/17327818062417057364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7608657017905099829.post-45714828867444112202010-06-08T20:00:00.003+08:002010-06-08T20:30:46.662+08:00For those who are studying in USM, Your result for semester II 09/10 has already come out. The easiest way for you to check your result is thru healthy campus.<br /><br />This time, I didn't score as good as last sem. My pointer has dropped.<br />Luckily, i am still able to get a place in the hall of dean list.<br />To be true, I didnt feel any sadness when i saw my dropped result.<br />Reason being is that....<br />Let's just say i predicted this result... Well actually i predicted a worse result..<br /><br />I checked my result last nite around 3.00am thru sms.<br />And when i get back the result, i was so nervous...<br />I quickly asked for calculator from my friend and calculated it...<br />At first, i calculated myself to get 3.36 i think..<br />And then when i give a second count... it dropped to 3.16<br /><br />At that time, I was totally freak out!<br />The funny thing is that no matter how much mental prepareness i gave to myself or how hard i psycho myself to do not be too mind my result this sems, at the end, my hands are still shaking when i calculated my marks.<br /><br />How coward I am?<br />How useless I am?<br /><br />I know every positive words to cheer myself up.<br />I know result is not everything in my life.<br />I know i must not do any further blaming for my result.<br /><br />But still when the moment come.. U simply cant help for being disappointed!!<br /><br />However, everything come into clearer state when my fren helped me to counted my grade.<br /><br />So, at the end, My real grade for sem II 09/10 is 3.57<br /><br />It is a drop of 0.34 pointer compared to last sem<br />Luckily the overall CGPA din dropped much.<br /><br />And i would not blame anything for my dropped result except being too relax and not hardworking enough.<br /><br />I know myself the best and i seriously think that I did not make the utmost preparation for my exam. Therefore, next time, i must not leave any regret in my study anymore.<br /><br />Ganbatte, Kelvin Ying! You can do better than that!!<br />I must do better than that!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7608657017905099829-4571482886744411220?l=kelvinsthought.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>@vinvin@http://www.blogger.com/profile/17327818062417057364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7608657017905099829.post-82370485388893265112010-06-03T16:13:00.003+08:002010-06-03T18:47:15.288+08:00大家，我在此正式宣布，我不再在Quantum Persistent Resource Sdn Bhd 实习了。<div>为什么？让我一一述说。</div><div><br /></div><div>昨日，本人因为不舒服，所以无法上班。当我发觉自己无法上班时（6.00am)，就立刻send email 给我的supervisor告诉她。其后，大约八点钟晚上，她回了我的email。两封内容如下：</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" border-collapse: collapse; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family:arial, sans-serif;font-size:13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">陈小姐，你好！</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">我是kelvin。非常对不起，今天（2/6/2010), 我可能无法如常上班，原因是我身体不舒服。智敏也因为交通问题，<wbr>所以无法上班。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">若我们的缺席带给您任何麻烦， 我在这里向你说声抱歉。如无意外，我们会在星期四如常上班。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">谢谢。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;"><br /></span></div><span style="color:#888888;"><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">Kelvin</span></div><div>————————————————————————————————————————————————————</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">Kelvin &amp; 智敏：<br /><br /><br /><br />iQPR 公司規定，非正式員工不得在未經許可之下請假曠職；<wbr>正式員工亦遵循此規定。<br />因此你們２位觸犯公司規則，<wbr>請於６月３日即日起不需至iQPR公司上班。<br /><br /><br /><br />另，請在６月８日至公司結算５月工資。<br /><br />有任何問題，請來電：016 404 3540<br /><br /><br /><br />JiLL Chen</span></div></span></span></div><div>_______________________________________________________________</div><div><br /></div><div>接受到这封讯息的我呆住了，究竟发生了什么一回事？明明通知他了我的缺席，他却说我违反规定。所以，今天，我就上公司问个明白。</div><div><br /></div><div>上到公司，由于supervisor 还没到，我们就先去refer 财政。财政告诉我们她也不知道这件事情。然后，他也透露，原来介绍我们进公司的Y先生做了一些对不起公司的事情，所以他辞职了。</div><div><br /></div><div>说到这，我大约明白了是什么一回事！</div><div>我们有没有犯规根本不重要，因为我们是一定会被fired掉的。</div><div>因为supervisor觉得我们没事干，请回来占空间，而且又是Y先生介绍的。</div><div><br /></div><div>拜托，那为什么要接受我们的letter呢？</div><div>还冤枉我们说我们触犯公司规则，要炒掉我们！！！</div><div>而且，她与我和智敏理论时，分别讲了不一样的东西。、</div><div>她与智敏说：email 不足以算是通知！！</div><div>但我和他理论时，她却说：email是可以，不过你应该打电话来公司。</div><div>。。。。</div><div>还有，智敏跟他理论时，智敏想叫我一起解释，但那supervisor 却说不必叫我。</div><div>你说这是什么意思？</div><div>我与他理论，他已讲不妥，就叫我直接refer大老板。</div><div>太不负责任了。</div><div>他还反过来说我们为难他！！</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>第一，我已经通知他我没去上班，他却说我没打电话。他根本再找咋！！难道他要我前一天告诉她我今天会生病吗？</div><div><br /></div><div>第二，他说我们违反规则，却没说明是那一条。而且我们第一天上班时就问他公司有什么规则需要知道的，他却没给我们一个答复。在我们不知情的情况下，这样炒我们合理吗？</div><div><br /></div><div>第三，马来西亚劳工法律如下：</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:medium;"><p><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:85%;"><b>When contract is deemed to be broken by employer and employee.</b></span></p><p><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:85%;">(1) An employer shall be deemed to have broken his contract of service with the employee if he fails to pay wages in accordance with Part III,</span></p><p><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:85%;">(2) An employee shall be deemed to have broken his contract of service with the employer if he has been continuously absent from work for more than two consecutive working days without prior leave from his employer, unless he has a reasonable excuse for such absence and has informed or attempted to inform his employer of such excuse prior to or at the earliest opportunity during such absence.</span></p><div><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:85%;">简单来说，如果我连续两天没上班，又没理由以及通知，他们才可以炒我。 但是，我才缺席一天，而且又有通知他。就算我没有通知他，也不违反劳工法令。更何况他并没有给warning， 直接就fire了。如果这真是公司规则，那公司已经违反了劳工法令。</span></div><div><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:85%;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">所以，种种显示，那supervisor 是刻意，无论如何都要fire我。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">最不齿的是，他还冤枉我们！！！</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">我与智敏决定，不论我们能否吵回那份工，我们也不会回去那间公司了反正他也真的不给我们做任何东西，什么也学不到。就算可以留下，以后你还是要看那人的脸色，你还能做下去吗？她continue不给你工作，你能忍受吗？</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">好在，en.rizol帮我们找到了另一份差事，所以，如无意外，我们会转工。在此非常谢谢en.rizol的体谅，是他支持我们不要回去那间公司的。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">你能说，这间公司的手法不夸张吗？</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">你能说，这件事情不像是连续剧里的情节吗？</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">你能说，这不是办公室政治吗？</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">supervisor， 陈小姐</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">我只能说，您最好祈求您以后人生的路走的顺利吧！</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">有什么事，就想想自己的所作所为吧！</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">GERAM</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">FRUSTRATED</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">气死我了！</span></div></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7608657017905099829-8237048538889326511?l=kelvinsthought.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>@vinvin@http://www.blogger.com/profile/17327818062417057364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7608657017905099829.post-2443442480009367152010-05-27T14:16:00.003+08:002010-05-27T15:29:34.748+08:00如果大家有留意本人的facebook留言的话，那你们一定知道，在五分钟前，我又被负责人给弹回去座位了。不知道为什么，感觉是预料中的事情。好吧！今天就与大家分享我三个星期的工作经验吧。 别以为这篇文章会很长！！读完它应该只花您三分钟的时间。为什么？看下去就知道。。。<div><br /></div><div>五月十号，我与智敏到一家名为Quantum Persistent Resource Sdn Bhd 的公司上班。</div><div>第一天，当然，由于我们还是新来的同事，所以我们就看了一堆报告书。</div><div>那些报告书的内容，大多数是公司的研究报告，充满着数据及专业名词。</div><div>啊，忘了说，这家公司是从台湾来的，所以，报告都是以中文繁体来呈现。</div><div>这对本人来说，是一门挑战。毕竟我所学的化学名词或专业名词都是英语的。</div><div>然后，就这样，我工作的第一天就在看报告书下过去了。</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;">等一下！！！</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">上面那一句有错误！！！</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">应该是：《然后，就这样，我工作的</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">第一个星期</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">就在看报告书下过去了。》</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">对，没有错，我真的就这样过了我的第一个星期。。。。（闷吗？）</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">第二个星期。。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Monday： 报告书</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Tuesday：报告书</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Wednesday：!!! 找资料!!!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">终于有一个不一样的工作了。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">负责人要我寻找一条名为小吉浦河的资料。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">好，就好好的干一场吧。。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">这一样差事，就要了我一天的时间。。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">为什么？ 因为那是上海的一条小河，地图上没它的资料。。。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">但当我终于找到一篇资料齐全，关于它的论文时，负责人说：啊！这个资料我们早有了！</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">无奈！</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Thursday：负责人：我很忙！你自己去忙自己的事情吧！（FB 一整天）</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Friday：!!!当翻译员!!!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">负责人在我当面要求工作的情况下，终于给了我们一份差事。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她要我们翻译一份合同。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">！？！？！？！？！？！？！？！？！</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">WHY?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">翻译合同？Is there any misunderstanding?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">为什么是由我们来翻译合同呢？</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">我是en tech student leh...haizzz</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">该合同是英语的，由我们来翻译去中文繁体。。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">当然，我们也遵命地完成了任务。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Saturday：等放工。。。半天嘛！</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">第三个星期。。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Monday till today: Nothing to do!!!!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">救命啊！！</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">闷死人啦！！！</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">闷死人啦！！！</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">每一天去到公司，花半个小时的驾车时间，就是为了等待将近45分钟的回家旅途。。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">每一天去上班，就期待午饭时间，然后又期待放工时间。。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">每一天一进去公司的门，就如到监狱里一样，只能在一个四方形的空间里活动，被一家摄影机照着。。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">每一天对着电脑，对着facebook，等待着谈天的人出现。。。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">每一天去问负责人有什么可以帮忙的，他都说</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">没有</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">。。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">我真的不知道自己可以撑几久。。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">也许有人会很羡慕我没有东西做，又可以facebook, 那有多好！！</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">但我告诉你们，你们会闷到爆，sienzz 到爆！！</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">我情愿每天回去因为工作而累透了，也不要每天回去因为闷到爆而累透了！！</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">大家， 我好累好闷哦！</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">p/s: 为什么这篇文章取名单字一个，</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">呆</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">？</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">因为我真的真的是，名副其实的<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">呆</span>在公司里, 什么都没做！！</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">因为我真的真的是，快要变阿<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">呆</span>了！！</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Btw, I am now a patient of 'office-phobia'.... Going to 'fb-phobia'....</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Haizzzz......</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7608657017905099829-244344248000936715?l=kelvinsthought.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>@vinvin@http://www.blogger.com/profile/17327818062417057364noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7608657017905099829.post-9607340975496566802010-05-24T16:39:00.005+08:002010-05-24T17:11:33.215+08:00Hi there everyone!!<div>I am Kelvin Ying and I am back into the world of blogging again!!</div><div>Wah... I cant even remember when was the last time i post something in my blog...</div><div>Anyway, i am going to talk something that i experienced during this few weeks....</div><div><br /></div><div>As the topic mentioned, yes, i am the moodless kelvin.</div><div><br /></div><div>Recently, i really do not know what's going wrong with me...</div><div>I no longer have any expectation on my own...</div><div>I no longer expect something special or interesting to happen in my life...</div><div>My mood has been <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19px; white-space: nowrap; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; ">Anesthetized. </span></div><div>The prove of it is that i haven't smile or laugh sincerely for ages... </div><div><br /></div><div>Is it because of the working environment that i am having now?</div><div>Is it because of the lonely state of mine in USM nowadays?</div><div>Is it because of the repeating things i did each and everyday in office?</div><div><br /></div><div>I don't know!!!!!</div><div>I am totally negative right now!!!</div><div>There is less element of happiness around my nowadays-life.</div><div>Doing nothing in my industrial training but yet i am exhausted everyday after working hour!</div><div>Facing facebook more than dealing with people!</div><div>Everyday drive half an hour to work and 1 hour - 45 minutes back from work!</div><div>Back to hostel just watch whatever that i have downloaded yesterday!</div><div>And tomorrow wake up automatically like a robot and go to work!</div><div>Struggling to control my daily expenses!</div><div><br /></div><div>Haizzz, Write until this extend onli i realize...</div><div>That, i am not moodless kelvin...</div><div>I am NEGATIVE KELVIN</div><div>Bored, loneliness, not motivated, Smileless</div><div><br /></div><div>It seems to be ages since my last laughter..</div><div>Missing those days with nothing but enjoying every moment with friends and family..</div><div>Doing my best just to keep the positive emotions and aura around me..</div><div>Doing things because i wanting to do so....</div><div><br /></div><div>Is this what we known as society?</div><div>Is this what we known as the world of grown up?</div><div>The graveyard of freedom ....</div><div>The unlimited chain of responsibility...</div><div><br /></div><div>There is a list of things that i wish to get back:</div><div>1.<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>The sincere laughter</div><div>2.<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>The adventure-expecting heart</div><div>3.<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>The lively surroundings</div><div>4.<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>The naive yet warm kelvin</div><div><br /></div><div>Lastly, if i can't get any of those above,</div><div>Please do give me at least one thing....</div><div><br /></div><div>Give me back KELVIN YING!</div><div>Find me back KELVIN YING!</div><div>Tell me who is KELVIN YING!</div><div><br /></div><div>End of story...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7608657017905099829-960734097549656680?l=kelvinsthought.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>@vinvin@http://www.blogger.com/profile/17327818062417057364noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7608657017905099829.post-46999409833820972312009-06-10T02:14:00.002+08:002009-06-10T02:54:44.819+08:00不知道看了这个post的朋友们会有什么感想呢？<div>题目结合了两个不同性质的东西，爱情观？秘密？</div><div>这绝对不是为了省位或省时间。</div><div>只是，就对于我来说，这两者有着微妙的关联。</div><div><br /></div><div>先说爱情观。</div><div>本人现在身在kuantan，终日只是yamcha, download anime, 追连续剧。</div><div>某一次， 在某个gathering的结束后， 我与一位朋友交谈了一段时间。</div><div>我向他说出了我的心事，我与他分享了我的爱情观。</div><div>我与他讨论的“我的爱情观” 和我第一个post是一样的。</div><div>他给了我不少的意见。</div><div>他认为我对爱情太悲观了。</div><div>他认为我对爱情有点儿太理智。</div><div>我认为他讲的一点都没错。</div><div>我认为他讲的都是一般人的想法。</div><div>我与他是不同的人，我们交谈中的看法没有对或错，就只是不同。</div><div>说实在，也许我对爱情是有点儿畏头畏尾的，但在同时，我的确还没遇到让我心动到想要行动的人。这样，我是在为自己找的借口吗？</div><div>自由和梦想对我来说还是最重要的东西，心房里暂时还没有情人这一个栏子。</div><div><br /></div><div>再说秘密。</div><div>每个人的心中都有一两个秘密。</div><div>有些秘密，是可以轻易的说出来，因为它对别人影响不大。</div><div>有些秘密，只能对几个最要好的朋友说，因为你信任他们，可以和你一起守着这个秘密。</div><div>然而，人总会有一两个秘密，是就连最亲的亲友都不能说的。</div><div>这就是我们自己的top secret。</div><div>我有这样一个top secret。</div><div>看了这个post的朋友，希望你们不会问我这个top secret。</div><div>因为这真的是我被打死都不会说出来的。</div><div><br /></div><div>你有过这样的一个秘密吗？</div><div>你希望这个秘密不会有人知道，但同时你又希望有人会猜到这个秘密，然后为你保守它。</div><div>你希望这个秘密不是一个秘密！！</div><div>对，是非常的矛盾。</div><div>但是，某些人却真的遇过这样的一个情况，包括我自己。</div><div><br /></div><div>爱情观2 。 秘密：</div><div><br /></div><div>我的爱情观被我的这个秘密影响着。</div><div>就此。</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7608657017905099829-4699940983382097231?l=kelvinsthought.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>@vinvin@http://www.blogger.com/profile/17327818062417057364noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7608657017905099829.post-14658611341510831792009-06-01T23:46:00.003+08:002009-06-02T10:51:58.990+08:00哈哈！真的要对自己的部落格说声：“好久不见” 了！<div><br /></div><div>一个月的时间没写部落格， 为什么呢？</div><div><br /></div><div>没有灵感？？<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>对</div><div>身边没事情发生？？<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>对</div><div>话题被抢去讲了？？<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>对</div><div><br /></div><div>哈！真的， 这一个月来，在家里除了吃喝玩乐，真的没事做了， 所以生活且算无聊。</div><div><br /></div><div>五月初，我到马六甲去游玩来。 哈哈！其中发生了很多事。玩的开心之余，也有点小插曲。其中我去过的地方，就请参考derrick 的部落格吧！！嘻嘻。</div><div><br /></div><div>最上一次写blog 是考试前。大家， 这次我想要写出自己拿到到成绩的心情。考试时的紧张日子，我不想写上部落格中，因为没心情。拿到成绩后，心情放松下来了，所以又写回了。I am very moody, 不得不承认。</div><div><br /></div><div>这个学期的成绩有进步，本人感到满意。从classmate们中听起来，大家的成绩都进步了，相信这是大家努力的结果，再加上大家都熟悉大学生活了，会分配时间了，学习自然事半功倍。</div><div><br /></div><div>假期还有一个月的时间，自己真的非常矛盾，一方面想要假期快过，因为闷得要慌了。一方面却不想开学，因为新学年很多东西要处理。真希望生命中有一些特别的事情会发生，好的啦！！</div><div><br /></div><div>新学年</div><div>新希望</div><div>我还没对减肥绝望哦。。</div><div>哈哈</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7608657017905099829-1465861134151083179?l=kelvinsthought.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>@vinvin@http://www.blogger.com/profile/17327818062417057364noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7608657017905099829.post-82158645680037405332009-04-06T15:03:00.001+08:002009-06-03T02:10:51.907+08:00<blockquote></blockquote>Today is the 6th of April, 2009 And now is 3.00pm.<div>I am now staying at TI school studying for my final.</div><div><br /></div><div>It is all of the sudden that i feel like writing something on my blog and this will be my second post in english so Leong, dun say u do not understand o!! Then, here goes my post:</div><div><br /></div><div>Sometime, i will think about this: Is the word "love" can only be spoken by the couples?</div><div>And my answer is "no". </div><div><br /></div><div>I can say "I love my family"!</div><div>I can say "I love my job"! and definitely I can say</div><div><br /></div><div>"<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;font-size:large;">I love my friends!"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>This post is not going to be my point of view on things that happened in my life.<br /></div><div>This post is simply to express my love and my care to all my friends</div><div>Dun ask me why i post this on my blog or why suddenly i wan say "i love u" to my friends.</div><div>It's just get into my mind and i wan to speak it out!!</div><div><br /></div><div>So, to all my friends that are listed below, hereby i sincerely announce that, I LOVE YOU...</div><div>( the seqeunces doesnt mean anything...)</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I love you, <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Carrie, Chee wei, Yee Lin, Shin Hui, Shane Goh, Her Yeun, Yi Siang, Eng Hee, Lip Wei, Zhi Hui, Chien Loong, Ing Yin, Kee Huat, Kian Yee, Terrance, Lily, Christopher Ng, Lip Heng, Wei Juin, Leong, Joo Hao, Kit, Ah Song, Pek Wan, Jing Jing, Sue Ting, Yu Keng, Bear, Kummari, Wen Ding, Eugene, Ze-ze, Derrick, Yin Mun, Yin San, Michelle, Phaik Ju, Jackie,YenWern, Hui Teng,</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> Hui Ngoh, Pei Chin, Elaine, Tze Sing, Lean Ping, Mun Shin, Seong Chuan, Kean Choon, </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;font-family:tahoma;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal;font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">To Chuan, Ling San, Poh Kei, Christopher Thomas, Nambee, Hanie, Inji, Rela, Rita,Maria, Ben.....</span></span></span></div><div><br /></div><div>I love u all because each and everyone of u had offered me happiness and joy through the time we spent together.</div><div><br /></div><div>I love u all because of who u are, no matter it's good or bad, make me angry or not, coz at least u are being urself when dealing with me.</div><div><br /></div><div>I love u all because whenever u all are around, i never feel empty or loneliness, and it always motivate me to looking forward to our next gathering.</div><div><br /></div><div>The tease u gave to me, the laughter u shared with me, the moment u spent with me and the tears u dropped infront of me....</div><div><br /></div><div>I might forget some of them right now but trust me, whenever i remember them in the future, i will smile with a big curve on face, being grateful to have u in my life... </div><div><br /></div><div>So, to my friends, I love u.</div><div><br /></div><div>p/s: For those who are not in my list, it's not that i had forgotten u.. I jus nid sometime to remember, maybe somedays in the future, ur name will be in the list of my loving friends.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7608657017905099829-8215864568003740533?l=kelvinsthought.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>@vinvin@http://www.blogger.com/profile/17327818062417057364noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7608657017905099829.post-75847377809568908502009-04-04T13:29:00.000+08:002009-04-04T16:09:53.048+08:00<p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">你渴望拥抱吗？</span></p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">我渴望拥抱。</span></p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing"><o:p><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">人与人之间的接触，分为心灵上的接触及身体上的接触。其中，心灵上的接触较为重要。但是，我个人认为，身体上的接触是人们交心的</span>enhancement<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast; mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">。</span></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing"><o:p><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">身体上的接触有很多种。初次见面，大多数先来个握手。见了个三四次，</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">大家就用不同的身体接触来打招呼，例如击掌，拍肩膀及“哟哟哟！”之类的，款式非常多。接下来，</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">当彼此的感觉对了，感情升华成男女之间的爱情时，就会有牵手，拥抱及接吻等等的接触。这一些种种的身体接触，都可以用来提升或维持人与人之间的关系。</span></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 宋体; ">若有人问我最向往哪一种身体上的接触，我会毫不犹豫地回答他，我喜欢拥抱。</span></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 宋体; ">小时候，得到爸妈及亲戚的拥抱时，没什么感觉，因为还小嘛，只是一味的接受别人给的拥抱。到了懂事的时候，就不再得到任何人的拥抱了。也许是因为身边的人，都没有给予懂事的男孩子拥抱的习惯吧！朋友之间，也没有这样的一个习俗。所以，以前的我，对于拥抱，是非常陌生的。</span></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing"><o:p><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">一直到初中五年尾时，我得到一个久违了的拥抱。那时刚考完</span>spm<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast; mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">，我得到一个</span>offer<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast; mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">，可以到美国去留学半年。要出发到</span>kl<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-fareast; mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">机场之前，我到伯伯的茶餐室去向所有的亲戚道别。</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">我的姑妈给了我一个拥抱。我有点受宠若惊，因为那是我隔了那么多年后的一个拥抱。有点儿尴尬，但我没有拒绝。姑妈给的拥抱让我心中有一股莫名的暖意，要到美国去的不安，顿时降到最低了。<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia; "></span></span></o:p></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><o:p><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 宋体; ">在美国的那一段日子，是我一生中得到最多拥抱的一段日子。给予拥抱是美国当地人的一个普通的习俗。对于他们，拥抱是关心、欢迎的表现。</span></span></span></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing"><br /></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 宋体; ">在那里，每一次见到那亲切的负责人时，她就会给予我一个拥抱，一个表示欢迎的拥抱。</span></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">在那里，每一次遇到和我一起到美国的马来西亚朋友时，我们都会以拥抱来表达对彼此的关心。</span></p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">在那里，与朋友聚合时的开心，与朋友离别时的伤心，大家都会给予彼此拥抱，来传达彼此心中的欢喜及不舍。</span></p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing"><o:p> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 宋体; "></span></o:p></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 宋体; ">在美国的经验，使我喜欢上拥抱的感觉。我变得会主动的给予朋友们拥抱。</span></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 宋体;"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 宋体; ">我喜欢拥抱，因为我享受身边的人在乎我的感觉。</span><br /></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">我喜欢拥抱，因为拥抱在不同的情况，包含着不同的意义。</span></p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri;mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast;mso-hansi-mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latinfont-family:Calibri;">我喜欢拥抱，因为亲友的一个拥抱，能使我得到无限的温暖及安慰。</span></p> <p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 宋体;"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNoSpacing"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 宋体; ">疼爱我的家人及朋友们，你愿意给我这个渴望拥抱的人，一个拥抱吗？</span><br /></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7608657017905099829-7584737780956890850?l=kelvinsthought.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>@vinvin@http://www.blogger.com/profile/17327818062417057364noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7608657017905099829.post-85411572288137423212009-04-02T09:11:00.000+08:002009-04-02T09:49:34.607+08:00<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>3月26日的晚上，经过一轮的淘汰赛后，我被选为TI CLUB 的秘书了。 哇！讲得好象很了不起一样，其实那只不过是一场事先安排，又需要观众协助的一场舞台剧罢了。<div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>当天晚上一开始就摆自己上台，当个临时秘书，心想既然想得到这个post就豁出去吧。选主席时，因为某些原因，是出了点小意外，所以我们 TI CLUB 的 “头头” 是一位 “异族长辈”。（haha! 不想写得太白，免得有是非意外。）无论如何，整个 TI CLUB 委员会已出来了，接下来，不管里面的人是如何，都必须做好自己的本分，希望 TI CLUB 未来的一年有好的发展。希望啦！<br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>有一次， mashimaro问我，为何要竞选秘书一职？ 我才要回答，另一位小姐， 名为“傻笑”就抢先回答了。 “他做惯 leader的是这样的啦！”。 这一句， 我。。。。赞同。（不想说虚伪的话，所以考虑一下下才写出来）。对的！那位老二姐的话我无法否认。当要做秘书的念头出来时，我也不知道为什么，只是单纯的想要做点东西。简称 “拿苦来辛” or “不甘寂寞”。 难道我不知道秘书一职很多琐碎事要烦吗？（无需大老大提醒！）想着想着，对自己想要秘书一职得到了几个结论：<br /></div><div><br /></div><div>1.<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>想要闯一闯、试一试来gain experience。<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>（官方回答！）</div><div>2.<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>想被人家称为SU听起来很爽。<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>（哈哈哈，这句是真的！）</div><div>3.<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>想认识多一点人，尤其是seniors来扩大社交圈子<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>（为以后着想啊！）</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>但，最重要的是，我想<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">寻回</span></span>自己遗失了许久的一个quality。我被放任了几年，慢慢地忘记leadership是一个怎样的感觉。成日疯疯颠颠，嘻嘻哈哈地，实在不是办法！所以我想要得到SU一职，一方面想要从新培养我的leadership，另一方面是想要displin up 自己。不知道我做到没有 le?<br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>六朵男女金花，为我加油吧！！！<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7608657017905099829-8541157228813742321?l=kelvinsthought.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>@vinvin@http://www.blogger.com/profile/17327818062417057364noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7608657017905099829.post-39254878980885243002009-03-29T13:28:00.000+08:002009-03-29T14:35:50.207+08:00我今年二十一岁。<div>对于爱情，我没有太深入的了解。</div><div>我还没有所谓的初恋。</div><div>对于爱情的认知，也只是从身边的朋友看回来的。</div><div>我认为爱情应该要是完美的，轰轰烈烈的。</div><div>但我知道那只是爱情小说里的情结罢了。</div><div>以下就是我那小小的，狭窄的爱情观：</div><div><br /></div><div>世界上有亲情，友情及爱情。</div><div>亲情是断不了的。你的家人永远都是你的依靠，永远都爱着你。</div><div>若拿亲情与友情来比较，虽然友情可以长久，甚至一生一世，但它也可以因为一些小误会而换来决裂，换来背叛。</div><div>爱情在我心目中更是一种阴晴不定，难以捉摸，但却每个人都想得到的一种情感。</div><div>身边有很多例子告诉我爱情是甜蜜的。</div><div>也有很多例子告诉我爱情只换来伤心。</div><div>我呢？我是怎样想爱情的呢？</div><div><br /></div><div>以前的我认为自己不配拥有爱情。也许是这个想法是出自于自卑，认为自己条件没那么好，没有人会说爱我的拉，跟任何人做到朋友已经是一件非常值得庆幸的事。所以，我非常努力的去跟人家做朋友。</div><div><br /></div><div>过了几年后，也经过了不同的经历后，我又对自己不看好爱情的观念有了新的解释。原来，不渴望爱情的我，是因为不想被任何枷锁给绑着。</div><div><br /></div><div>我认为一旦恋爱，就要全心全意地投入这段感情。这是我暂时无法做到的。</div><div>我想我无法分分秒秒，时时刻刻都想着，跟着我爱的人，就像某对melaka-kuantan配。</div><div>我想我无法在每一次的争吵后，不管自己有没有错都先道歉，就像某对kuantan-kuantan配。</div><div>我想我无法忍受自己跟朋友出去时，却还要跟爱人报告自己的gathering中有哪个异性。</div><div><br /></div><div>这种种的无法，使我觉得，自己还没做好接受爱情的准备。</div><div>当自己还没准备好时，却贸贸然的接受或追求爱情，最后只会换来伤心，伤害。</div><div>我不想伤害任何人，不想给自己一个负担不起的负担。</div><div>所以我不向往爱情，不渴望爱情，对每个人都只想做朋友。</div><div><br /></div><div>人在不同的阶段有不同的看法。以上是我二十出头的看法。几年后的我，又会如何想呢？</div><div>会因为太寂寞而想找个女朋友？</div><div>还是依然还没准备接受爱情呢？</div><div><br /></div><div>这就是我个人小小的，狭窄的爱情观。</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7608657017905099829-3925487898088524300?l=kelvinsthought.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>@vinvin@http://www.blogger.com/profile/17327818062417057364noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7608657017905099829.post-43406788326221974212009-03-28T14:29:00.000+08:002009-03-28T14:39:44.382+08:00Blogging has been very popular among my friends.<br />They say blogging is good... U can simply write anything u like as a method to relieve ur stress or to tell everyone your thought. That's why i create this blog with the title "Kelvin's Thought". I am lazy ( suit with my body shape ), that's why i dun really noe how long can i maintain this blog. I will only write on something when that something really get into my nerves or make me have a few thoughts. So, that's it for my first blogging... Want to take a nap liao, coz yesterday play till late nite..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7608657017905099829-4340678832622197421?l=kelvinsthought.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>@vinvin@http://www.blogger.com/profile/17327818062417057364noreply@blogger.com0